Thursday, December 31, 2009

Insomnia sucks pickled eggs....i have yet to sleep at all. =/

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

UPDATE TIME!!!!!

ok, so i feel like its so over due for an update, its beel nearly a year! ok, so i have been dealing with a lot. i lost many friends, but am slowly regaining the trust of those that matter to me. i lived in Logen for a bit, that was some adventure. I then told my roommates i wanted to move back home, and before i could explain why or anything, they were telling me that my things would be sold, so i went up there with Brandon, two police officers, and dad to get my things. i got told repetedly i was discusting and horrid and needed to go die. this is one reason i lost so many friends, becuse they convinced me that my other friends were doing to me everything they were actually doing.
so then i moved back home, and am so happy now. but they will not stop texting and calling me! i am going insane! i have not been able to get her things back to her bacouse i got hurt badly when i fell and it kills me to move to much, let alone run around town. so i plan on having dad go get me the stuff i need to send them back to her, so that way i can my things back and be done with this bull crap!
as most of you know, i got a tattoo as well. it is to honor the life of my dear cousin Curtis. he committed suicide just over two years go. i miss him greatly and love him dearly....may he rest in peace. <3
so i slipped and fell about 2 weeks ago. i got hurt bad, lots of things messed up, more so than before. i blacked out mid step, and slipped, hit my tailbone (i had already messed up my tailbone when i got in the 4wheeler crash and in the car wreck over the summer.) then my back had be bad, but now it NEVER EVER stops hurting. then i woke back up as i hit my right shoulder on the cement, and that already needs surgery as it is (funny shaped bone causing damage and deteration) and cought myself on my left wrist, and that coused a hairline fracture on my wrist and pinky. so all that, plus the pinched nerves in my back and neck are causing me to have migranes nearly 24/7.
well, those are the big things that i can think of right now, so yeah. if i think of ant more i will post again. i hope to be on here more often, considering its the on webpage that i can vent without my crazy ex-roommates seeing what i write. they stalk every site i have that they have to....yeah i know, creepy right? anyways, much love, and until next time, Auf Wiedersehen, dear ones, Bis Demnachst!!!! <3